try, I try, try, try, try, try
till I cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
wish I could die

I let out a sigh
and look to the sky
asking god why
why I'm alive

why am I alive?
why am I alive?
why am I alive?
why am I alive? ect....

edit: I wrote this post/song when I was deeply depressed. Sorry for the bummer, but hey man, for every drop of glee in me there's a drop of *worlds smallest violin* boo-hoo-hoo hiding in there somewhere too. It's gotta come out sometimes or I'd probably explode. Or implode. One of those things.